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Jun. 28th, 2008 | 09:03 pm
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madpuppetsex3
things have been...well they've been.
work has been still work.
amazing as usual. but work none the less.
the boyfriend...is still so amazing to me everyday. we fight naturally. as everyone does. nothing to big. mainly stupid stuff. we spend buckets of time together...he doesnt seem to mind it. i sure dont. i'd safely say were in love. were in it for the right reasons. and i get a feeling he'll be in it with me for a while. his birthday is coming up on the 12th...shortly after mine on the 3rd *cough cough*...so that's exciting. i have my insecurities. my paranoias... but i dont think i really have much to worry about. whatever happens happens i suppose. but i do know that him in my life the way he is right now is the most amazing thing i've ever experienced. and everyday i look into his eyes i can say i love him more than the last. im a hard bitch to handle and he puts up with me. most of the time. he's not the easiest piece of pie either...but that's part of the fun of it all. if only he truly knew the way i do how much he means to me and how much i'd do for him. but anyway enough about all that love stuff.
life's been pretty good to me. i've had my ups and downs the past few weeks. but im strong and hanging in there the best i know how. Rebecca came to see me last week...and that was simply amazing. highly needed in several ways. im a little home sick. miss my friends from home. esp now that most of them are back in Charlotte for the summer. i wish i could be there. i miss my brothers. my cousions...that whole lot of people. but i've found my niche here. for now at least. and it feels right. the people i've met. and the friends that i've made...its where im supposed to be at this moment. and that's comforting to know. i make magic. what more could i ask for?
a Happy Early Birthday to me.
and James.
and to all those lucky ones who celebrate the day about THEM in July.
xoxo
work has been still work.
amazing as usual. but work none the less.
the boyfriend...is still so amazing to me everyday. we fight naturally. as everyone does. nothing to big. mainly stupid stuff. we spend buckets of time together...he doesnt seem to mind it. i sure dont. i'd safely say were in love. were in it for the right reasons. and i get a feeling he'll be in it with me for a while. his birthday is coming up on the 12th...shortly after mine on the 3rd *cough cough*...so that's exciting. i have my insecurities. my paranoias... but i dont think i really have much to worry about. whatever happens happens i suppose. but i do know that him in my life the way he is right now is the most amazing thing i've ever experienced. and everyday i look into his eyes i can say i love him more than the last. im a hard bitch to handle and he puts up with me. most of the time. he's not the easiest piece of pie either...but that's part of the fun of it all. if only he truly knew the way i do how much he means to me and how much i'd do for him. but anyway enough about all that love stuff.
life's been pretty good to me. i've had my ups and downs the past few weeks. but im strong and hanging in there the best i know how. Rebecca came to see me last week...and that was simply amazing. highly needed in several ways. im a little home sick. miss my friends from home. esp now that most of them are back in Charlotte for the summer. i wish i could be there. i miss my brothers. my cousions...that whole lot of people. but i've found my niche here. for now at least. and it feels right. the people i've met. and the friends that i've made...its where im supposed to be at this moment. and that's comforting to know. i make magic. what more could i ask for?
a Happy Early Birthday to me.
and James.
and to all those lucky ones who celebrate the day about THEM in July.
xoxo